Is it bad if I look up to Adolf Hitler?

I'm not a neo-Nazi but there's something about Hitler that is so interesting and he, in my opinion was a very inspirational person. I'm not saying I condone what he did to the Jews in the concentration camps along with all the other "undesirable's" as he put it but I envy him and what he had, he lived the life of my dreams for a few years. He was also very intelligent. Once again I say I AM NOT A NEO-NAZI.